Important Safety Information for Reading this Entry
For victims of abuse using a computer/technology at home, or where an abuser has access to it, can be very dangerous. It is impossible to erase all computer history. Additionally, spyware can be installed onto your computer/technology without your knowledge and give the abuser ways to track and monitor your computer activity.
I highly recommend that you use a computer/technology that you know is “safe,” and to which the abuser does not have access. You can go to a trusted friend’s home, a public library, or a rape crisis or domestic violence program in your community.
If you are in danger now and in the USA dial 911 now.
"We gain strength, and courage, and confidence by each experience in which we really stop to look fear in the face...we must do that which we think we cannot." Eleanor Roosevelt. You Learn by Living: Eleven Keys for a More Fulfilling Life
"It isn't enough to talk about peace. One must believe in it. And it isn't enough to believe in it. One must work at it." Eleanor Roosevelt.
You never know where you'll be called to do work as a wise witchy person. When I was in college I’d never be caught saying: “I’m pursuing a career in ending domestic, dating and sexual violence.” I'd been raised to not talk about “it.” “It” was treated like a contagious disease. "It" happened in other families and to those kinds of people. Talking about “it” put you at risk for becoming a victim.
Before I left for college (81-85), I was given a long laundry list of rules to follow so "it" wouldn't happen to me. Most of the rules focused on: my clothing (no plunging neck lines or miniskirts), my hair style (no pony tails), not walking at night alone, not going to bars alone, being at home before dark, knowing where all the blue boxes were on campus… I was to beware of all the shadow areas on campus and strangers who might follow me (it was a large campus and how was I really going to know everyone). I was told "it" was apart of loving relationships. Everyone fights and sometimes it just gets physical. I needed to stick with the cultural norm of being tolerant in relationship and learn to bend more, lay back and take it, and to not be so "earthy" (I think this was a euphemism for feminist, a behavior never encouraged in my household).
The above rules I found out were garbage. They were created for people to blame the victim (known as victimization). These rules still influence jury members and the general public. The defense attorneys count on and still uses them during the hearing. I find them bogus rules whose only purpose is to make others have a false sense of security. And, I'm amaze at how people still cling to these rules: "He/she was a nice person, a boy/girl scout, a church elder"...when "it" happens. The biggest lie I was told was the stranger one because 95% of assaults are committed by an acquaintance.
Needless I avoided these topics like – the plague. Because I also found out talking about "it" is a party silencer.
But, sometimes the Great Motherfather Spirit has something else in store for you. I personally like the the kind of magic that is full of light and healing (think Cinderella’s Godmother, babies, flowers, puppies and kitties). Denaturing Domestic, Dating and Sexual Violence doesn't fit this description. It is the kind of work I hate most – cleaning up messes or preventing the mess from ever happening.
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Facts:
Domestic and sexual violence, human trafficking and child abuse is a crime in the USA.
It is also a crime in violation against the International Human Rights Treaty
Domestic violence is a pattern of behavior used: to manipulate, to exert power and control over another, and make the other person feel bad about them self. It comes in the forms of: emotional and physical, stalking, sexual, digital (technology), and financial.
Domestic and sexual violence, human trafficking and child abuse can happen in rich and poor families, it can happen in young and old, straight or LGBT couples.
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To denature:
The first time I came across this word was in Mr. Boyle’s 11th grade Chemistry Class. It was changing the physical structure of a molecule into something else. His lecture was about the nitrates in proteins and how they became possible cause for cancer. This same lecture was repeated several times in my college pre-med experience.
When I define denaturing domestic, dating and sexual violence – it is diminishing and ultimately eliminating this structure in society within the context of intimate relationships. Ultimately, if the properties that cause domestic, dating and sexual violence are removed people would have healthy relationships.
As a wise witchy person we have the ability to help harness energy to do this. Thinking back on the burning times, I believe our integrity to speak out against injustice was one of the many reasons those in power didn't like us. We were truth tellers.
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My discovery of Z. Budapest was through my friend C. I'd attended many Take Back the Night events, you might say, as an initiation to becoming a feminist. For those who don’t know – Take Back the Night is an international march to protest and bring awareness to end sexual and intimate partner violence. It was C who told me that the first Take Back the Night march in the U.S. was organized in San Francisco, California on November 4, 1978. Budapest and the Susan B. Anthony Coven were one of the lead organizers.
Reading her book, I felt comfortable about hexing. Her definition was more in line with my belief system of pursuing social justice in a civil society. It was about exposing and ultimately bringing people to justice who had a disregard and contempt for human rights by committing barbarous acts that outrage the conscience of society (Declaration of Human Rights). Hexing to me became another way to plea for justice to the Great Motherfather Spirit.
The Catylis for this work - Barbara
I worked with Barbara for about nine years. She was a licensed social worker in public health. Barbara had a sense of humor. She collected “Barbie” items even though she was a feminist. The closest comparison to Barbie was her long hair that was brown. She was able to find humor in the worst situation. If there wasn’t anything funny, she would do something funny like draw a silly doodle. Barbara would refresh everyone with her contagious laughter. She had a way with fostering the best in everyone by drawing out individuals’ strengths and commonalities.
I know that Barbara liked books. She read mysteries and criminal investigation stories. Barbara was fascinated by the criminal mind. Barbara was a dog lover. Her ideal retirement would be to open up a book, plant, coffee and adopt a pet shop. She cared for people - especially those who were the underserved and poor.
What I didn’t know was Barbara’s home life was a secret from many. Her marriage to her husband was filled with violence and isolation. And, she was very good at hiding the abuse. Visual bruises or broken glasses were laughed off as her being clumsy or that her two beloved dogs being underfoot. Long sleeve dark tops were worn in the middle of summer, because the building was so cold. I'd hear her husband’s frequent telephone calls. When we'd comment, she would tell us “they were still in love.” Many didn’t know that he had gradually isolated her off from her sister and close friends.
In the late eighties, the American Medical Association stated that all health care facilities should screen for domestic violence, Barbara was a vocal advocate in stating all publicly funded health clinics should do this type of screening. Ohio was one of the first states to sign on. And, she was the key person who made this happen.
I can still remember that Tuesday after Memorial Day (1997). I was watching the morning news. The reporter was broadcasting in front of her house. Her husband was announced that he had been taken into custody. I was in denial all the way to work telling myself how many (Barbara’s Last Name) live in Central Ohio. I made our supervisor call her house. We got the answering machine. Within hours we were called in by Employee Assistance Program.
Looking back, I can read all the signs. Back then – I’d have never believe one who was the loudest advocate when it came to helping women get out of violent relationships would be in one herself.
Her death called for me to begin working to shine light on the darkness. To be a part of a community working to end domestic, dating and sexual violence. To become part of the solution by finding ways to prevent this behavior from ever happening.
Barbara's death was the catalysis for me. Her death made me feel the final push of the Great Motherfather Spirit's calling.
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Why is it in my handbook?
Sometimes you are called to do hard work and clean up messes that have been going on for many generations.
Sometimes this work goes against what is popular. That's okay. Sometimes you need to call for help from the Great Motherfather Spirit and your plea maybe in the form of a hexing ritual for social justice. But, know that you aren't alone - there are others doing this work too.
You will know that you are doing good work - when magically time slips away. This is what happens when I do this work.
Activities:
Things you can say to a friend who is victimized
- I believe you….
- I am here for you….
- No one deserves to be……
- There is help for you
Know and share your local resources and national numbers
- National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or TTY 1-800-787-3224 http://www.thehotline.org/
- Rape, Abuse, and Incest National Network at 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or visit their on-line hotline at https://ohl.rainn.org/online/ http://www.rainn.org/
- National Teen Dating Violence Hotline 1-866-331-9474 or TTY 1-866-331-8453 http://blog.loveisrespect.org/
- If anyone is in danger now – dial 911.
Things you can say to a friend who is making a sexist remark or joke, bullying, texting sexual rumors, displaying pornography. (Note: When you say something –they may say “no big deal” or “everyone is doing it.”)
- Say it: I just heard you call Chris a (fill in the blank)
- Claim it: The word (fill in the blank) is personally offensive to me and is an offensive term in general.
- Stop it: Please don’t use that word in my presence again.
Participate in one of the many marches that bring awareness to ending domestic, dating and sexual violence.
